The After Holiday

Every year Americans of all types all celebrate a holiday subconciously that starts around December 26th and can last up until January 5th. This holiday in my mind should be called The After Holiday.  These couple of days signify alot. It's after all of the holidays  and everyone feels like 25 pounds have been lifted from their shoulders. Stress Less. Also these days signify the end of a year, after everything we've done during a year it always comes to an end... just so we can start a new one. I like The After Holiday for the most part but mine seems to be seriously lagging this year... but I am eating alot of candy which is a good sign. I'd like to wish to a Happy 2011... THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT!!!   ( I graduate this year.)

So I have spent my After Holiday healing from my surgery. Which isn't nearly as bad as I imagined. Surgery wasn't nearly as bad as I imagined. I got my stitches out today (Which doesn't hurt). And suprisingly when I got my IV... That didn't hurt either. Actually... surgery didn't really ever hurt very much like I imagined. :)

I have also spent the After Holiday with my grandma who also had to get surgery in her finger. It was hard for her but she is doing really good ! Thankyou.
I plan to celebrate new years tomorrow some how special... I don't know what yet. I should get on that.
Actually, there was alot of things I wanted to get done over the break that didn't get done. Funny how things work.

My cousin Kylah got a jump rope for christmas. She is two  and terrible. But she was cute with her jump rope. We would swing the rope around and she would just jump about 5 feet away from the rope yelling "I'm JUMPROPING IM JUMPROPING!!!!!"  I love her.

Well with graduation coming into eyesight things are looking up for me. Even if I have to be in a giant ugly sling for most of my senior year.

{sincerely sierra}

Tis the Season.....Right.

HIGH SCHOOL STINKS!!!!!
Hi Everyone!! I want all of you to become high school seniors!! You don't ever have homework and you get to party with your friends constantly. You will only have three classes and the rest of the school day you get to just sleep.

If you ever hear being a high school senior being commercialized this way just know that this is false advertising at its worst. Not only do I always have 4 hours of homework every night, I never get to see my friends because they are in similar situations: and I never ever never ever want to party with my fellow classmates. My relationship with my peers should be strong by now. No. It''s not. In fact,,,, everyday I see them I hate them more. I am so excited for college.

So as I have spent this whole Christmas season studying for finals and doing anything festive at all I decided to go see the live nativity . This should be fun but it would be a lot more fun if I had a good friend to go with.

Tis the Season to get surgery.. fa la la la la   la la la suck.  I have a surgery next week and the idea of it has ruined my whole Christmas season... I try to stay in a good mood about getting shoulder surgery.
POSITIVES OF SHOULDER SURGERY

• My shoulder will be stabilized and no longer dislocate every month...
• My life will be better
• Once I get the surgery I will never have to get that surgery again

NEGATIVES OF SHOULDER SURGERY

• I have to get surgery
• I am freaking afraid of needles
• I am freaking afraid of getting surgery

(I just added the freakings in there because I thought it would help emphasize how freaking scared I am)

So now it is obvious that I am not really in a good mood about this stupid surgery at all. In fact I hate the idea. But yesterday for my pre-surgery thing this guy told me I looked Miley Cyrus and I wasn't sure if I was supposed to say thank you or something.    AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UPDATE>>>>> I HAVE HAD SUBWAY TWICE IN THE LAST 24 HOURS AND I AM DISGUSTED BY MY EATING HABITS THIS WEEK>>>>>>>>>>>>>  BYE!!!!!!

Physics and Dancing

I am in my Physics class at the moment and it isn't that great. I am doing research on how to make the strongest straw stucture, and since I don't really care about that it turns out that this is just a waste of my time. I went and watch my friends friend do a little ballet dance and decided that I wanted to learn ballet. I am not good at dancing so this could be alot of fun!!! ... Anyway gotta head back into the lesson... BYE!!!!

The First Day

Today is December and it's the first day of an interesting scary upcoming month. I have Christmas which is great! I also have shoulder surgery which is not so great. I am really scared actually.  Well as this month is going to be a month of the unknown future of course it has to start out on a note like today! I go into my AP LIT class all happy and fine and nicely take notes like usual. I am bored out of my mind when my phone starts ringing obnoxiously loud. I guess when I turned the volume off my phone was upside down. Ugh. got my phone taken away. yep great. yep that happened to me. Well this is my December 1st so far. It great.

One Day the Whole World Looks Like an Open Page

This is me and my best friend Calee on Halloween.. I like our costumes! We were about to go on stage for our Halloween orchestra concert. which we hate. I want Calee to come to college with me, but she doesnt want to go where I want to go.
Speaking of college....Ah! Priority Deadline this Wednesday!! Ahhhh! I already got accepted to where I want to go.... but all the scholarships... ahhh ahhha ahhha hahahahaha!  I am just going crazy now! But today I realized that the world right now is just an open page... waiting for me to write my part. I can do whatever I want to do! DECIDING FOR MYSELF! YES! But it is so sososososo scary. So scary.

We put up our christmas tree yesterday. it looks so beautiful!!!!! I love the Christmas season. LOVE IT.
Here is a little writing about christmas season.

Believe Love
You look at me from across the room
The lights from the tree sparkle in your eyes
I smile
You smile.
I love you, but I don't think you know.
You love me, but you don't think I know.
I shift awkwardly and look away.,
And when I look up again you have to ornaments
They say Believe and the other Love
I smile
You smile

lovers in japan

I saw one of my old friends the other day. I looked at my shoes, hoping he wouldn't see me. You see we once loved eachother..   which means I should look at my shoes if we run into eachother.

So the other day me and my friend Andrea watched this movie called New York Minute. It is so funny. It might have been becuase we were in a crazy mood.. which I'm actually pretty sure that was the reason. Well anyway my friend Jenna just called me up and told me she found it on Net Flix and wanted me to watch it with her. She must of heard the story. Today I might need to ditch ALL the homework I have.. and go watch this with her.   HAHA. lol.  Yes.

Anyway my other friend Calee texted me about a song called Lovers in Japan by Coldplay. I really like it... all seven minutes of it. I like anything about Japan becuase I love Japan. Coldplay is brilliant.

Blogging?

I like this so far.
It has been alot fun. 1 becuase I love gilmore girls and now there is this nifty gilmore girl picture fun thing going on at the top of my page. (I just realized that in my gilmore girl picture fun thing that there are two random girls just smiling in there. I am embarrassed for them becuase everyone knows that they are not actually the real gilmore girls.)  2 becuase I love charlie mcdonnel and now his movies are just floating off to the side of my page.

This is great.

So now that I have seen Harry Potter twice (I am not a fanatic.. just someone who sees harry potter twice) i can officially say that I like this one.. but I sorta had higher hopes for it.
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving which is just great. An excuse for Americans to eat lots of food and tell eachother how much we love eachother.. since we need to designate a day for things like eating and thanking.
I like thanksgiving really.. its just humorous to me at 10 at night I guess. And I am thankful for everything. Really.

hope for high school

A little about me..
I go to high school.
I am a girl.
I am not a cheerleader.

Now you know everything... everything that matters in high school.
High School is a place where a bunch of moody wreckless teenagers are forced to spend there time. But since this year is me and my friends are seniors we are trying to change that. We are not wreckless.

One time my friend wrote a poem
We had to for our english class about the 5 senses here is the excerpt
High School is Hell
It smells like Hell
It looks like Hell
It taste like Hell
It sounds like Hell
It feels like Hell

High School is Hell

And after she sent this text message to me I realized what great doctrine this year. High School. A place to waste your time waiting for the future. Which will hopefully be better than high school. My friend is such a poet :)