it's summer... it's summer... it's summer... it's summer... it's summer...it's summer.
i keep telling myself this to remind me.
well for this first day of actual enjoyable summer i went on a jog and fixed the oil in my car.
Next up..
Folding Laundry
Gilmore Girls
Then I have a 10 hour shift at work :(
Ugh. I really want to go to that family bbq. I work for 10 hours tomorrow too. which really sucks.
ugh.
work
college better be worth working my summer away.
here i come lake... please give me a tan.
sincerely sierra
Monday, May 30, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
what is left
a pounding headache.
That is what is left over from the weekend
Let me tell you about it!
It was my birthday on Friday, and it turned out to be pretty good. I went to the hospital to visit my aunt teresa, then my dad took me to Best Buy and he bought me a macbook Pro for graduation which i love very much. Then after that I hung out with Shaynae and watched, Across the Universe and went to Larsens Frost Stop
On Saturday I went in to work at Sand Hollow at 12 and then proceeded to work until 10 pm. My first 10 hour shift. I came home to the fact that my Aunt Teresa was doing really well in regards to her having knee surgery. About an hour later my dad receive a phone call that tells us that my aunt went into Code Blue, but she was revived and sent to the ICU.
On Sunday I woke up with Kylah only to find out that my dad had left, becuase my Aunt Teresa had taken a turn for the worst. The Phone Rang. Me and my mom answered and I heard my Dad bawling for the first time as he said "She didn't make it." From that point on I entered an alternate reality wear my emotions just stay at point zero. She died at 6 30 am May 22nd a Sunday. That day I spent with family, in complete remorse for the event that had taken place. Everyone is shock
On Monday I woke up with a different attitude and realized that if I didn't think of my Aunt Teresa I wouldn't be sad. Me and Shaynae took Kylah and Coral to the park and got pizza. It was so fun! we planned on doing it again sometime so I guess we will see what will happen. After that I went to Graduation Practice and then to Yearbook signing. I walked out of the high school for the last time as a student.
On Tuesday I woke up and started getting prepared for graduation. Me and my mom were leaving at 11 to take liana to lunch. It was a grim and happy lunch becuase we were both ready to graduate but Liana didn't want too really becuase of sorrow. We then proceeded to graduate. As I turned my tassel it seemed unreal, it was a moment I have been dreaming about for so many years and now it finally happened! It was amazing. I got to wear gold ropes, nhs collar, utah scholar medal, my grannys candy lei. it was fun to graduate but it seemed unreal. After being with family I went home and got ready for gradnight. Gradnight was so much fun! I joined a synchronized swimming team and watched a bunch of classmates get hypnotized. AHHH! It was so much fun!
And that brings me here. to Wednesday. AHHH. Ahhh. The viewing is tonight and the funeral is tomorrow. Lets see if I am ready to face whatever comes my way. Turning 18 and graduating brought on a lot of reality for me... literally. hopefully i can continue to find the strength in God to make it through trials. Becuase this year is definitely one of them.
That is what is left over from the weekend
Let me tell you about it!
It was my birthday on Friday, and it turned out to be pretty good. I went to the hospital to visit my aunt teresa, then my dad took me to Best Buy and he bought me a macbook Pro for graduation which i love very much. Then after that I hung out with Shaynae and watched, Across the Universe and went to Larsens Frost Stop
On Saturday I went in to work at Sand Hollow at 12 and then proceeded to work until 10 pm. My first 10 hour shift. I came home to the fact that my Aunt Teresa was doing really well in regards to her having knee surgery. About an hour later my dad receive a phone call that tells us that my aunt went into Code Blue, but she was revived and sent to the ICU.
On Sunday I woke up with Kylah only to find out that my dad had left, becuase my Aunt Teresa had taken a turn for the worst. The Phone Rang. Me and my mom answered and I heard my Dad bawling for the first time as he said "She didn't make it." From that point on I entered an alternate reality wear my emotions just stay at point zero. She died at 6 30 am May 22nd a Sunday. That day I spent with family, in complete remorse for the event that had taken place. Everyone is shock
On Monday I woke up with a different attitude and realized that if I didn't think of my Aunt Teresa I wouldn't be sad. Me and Shaynae took Kylah and Coral to the park and got pizza. It was so fun! we planned on doing it again sometime so I guess we will see what will happen. After that I went to Graduation Practice and then to Yearbook signing. I walked out of the high school for the last time as a student.
On Tuesday I woke up and started getting prepared for graduation. Me and my mom were leaving at 11 to take liana to lunch. It was a grim and happy lunch becuase we were both ready to graduate but Liana didn't want too really becuase of sorrow. We then proceeded to graduate. As I turned my tassel it seemed unreal, it was a moment I have been dreaming about for so many years and now it finally happened! It was amazing. I got to wear gold ropes, nhs collar, utah scholar medal, my grannys candy lei. it was fun to graduate but it seemed unreal. After being with family I went home and got ready for gradnight. Gradnight was so much fun! I joined a synchronized swimming team and watched a bunch of classmates get hypnotized. AHHH! It was so much fun!
And that brings me here. to Wednesday. AHHH. Ahhh. The viewing is tonight and the funeral is tomorrow. Lets see if I am ready to face whatever comes my way. Turning 18 and graduating brought on a lot of reality for me... literally. hopefully i can continue to find the strength in God to make it through trials. Becuase this year is definitely one of them.
Thursday, May 19, 2011
if you asked me for my heart there is no way that i'll say no
It's the end.
Today is my last day of high school, of grade school itself..
As a whole i think it was alright. I graduate next tuesday, 5 more days.
I think I will miss this life I live.
But maybe I am ready for a change.
It's The Beginning
Tomorrow is my 18th birthday
I am moving on to bigger and better things...... like what?
College, Work, Responisblity, Finances....
Right.
Just keep telling myself this is a good thing
Even though the fear will not leave my heart.
Sincerely Sierra
Today is my last day of high school, of grade school itself..
As a whole i think it was alright. I graduate next tuesday, 5 more days.
I think I will miss this life I live.
But maybe I am ready for a change.
It's The Beginning
Tomorrow is my 18th birthday
I am moving on to bigger and better things...... like what?
College, Work, Responisblity, Finances....
Right.
Just keep telling myself this is a good thing
Even though the fear will not leave my heart.
Sincerely Sierra
Saturday, May 14, 2011
i get by with a little help from my friends
Another busy week under my belt.
ONE MORE WEEK UNTIL GRADUATION
THREE MORE DAYS UNTIL I CHECK OUT OF SCHOOL
SIX MORE DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY
THREE MORE DAYS UNTIL I CHECK OUT OF SCHOOL
SIX MORE DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY
Here is last weeks itinerary
- I worked Monday thru Wednesday the night shift.
- Thursday I had my final orchestra concert
- Friday was Senior Sneak all day
- Saturday. SLEEP! WRITE ESSAYS ! STUDY JURISPRUdENCE! ETC>!!!
My orchestra concert went really well. I received an orchestra varsity letter which was cool. When I played my last song I felt kind of sad. When the silence was after we played our last note and before the crowd could clap I felt REALLY sad. After 8 years of orchestra it was all just coming to an end
Saturday, May 7, 2011
don't make it bad
UGHAAAHHHHHYESSSSSS!
that about sums up this last week. the first of the week was really stressful and terrible. i had a ton of test to be worrying about.. including math 1010, ap lit, and college physics. (alright i will admit i wasn't worried about the physics test.) then yesterday (friday) i just got to relax and hang out with all of my good friends. karly got a haircut, andrea's bf myles got a new car, caitlin played her last softball game, and shaynae watched her final dance concert. Meanwhile we marched down the street singing "Hey Jude" and "The Ants go Marching Horah!" work has been treating me really well as well. I got to go jeep crawling and today I got to help with the Iron man which is an amazing experience!
stress-less bro
{sincerely sierra}
that about sums up this last week. the first of the week was really stressful and terrible. i had a ton of test to be worrying about.. including math 1010, ap lit, and college physics. (alright i will admit i wasn't worried about the physics test.) then yesterday (friday) i just got to relax and hang out with all of my good friends. karly got a haircut, andrea's bf myles got a new car, caitlin played her last softball game, and shaynae watched her final dance concert. Meanwhile we marched down the street singing "Hey Jude" and "The Ants go Marching Horah!" work has been treating me really well as well. I got to go jeep crawling and today I got to help with the Iron man which is an amazing experience!
stress-less bro
{sincerely sierra}
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