a good day a good night. not much more i can ask for. some scary things kind of hit me hard. im going to college .. i am moving out... i am taking 17 credits.... and i took out my first loan. wow.
but other than that we had kylah today which i LOVE!! also i went college shopping and now the remnants litter my poor room. ugh. a 100 dollars on things that i need (not clothes) .. wow.
another thing dawned on me but with a different light. money is something worked for... and it will always be that way for me. Instead of worrying about how other people get free money (my money) I just need to worry about how i will provide for myself. I mean what else could I be doing with my summer other than saving up for college?
Also I realized how much I miss my friends. I went and saw Captain America with Jenna and I went star gazing with Karly and Andrea. Even though all we talked about for the whole night was the different ways that our lives have changed i feel like nothing has really changed at all.
That feeling.... I hope it never goes away. And when it does I hope that I am grateful that I had that feeling at all.
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