saving the day

Interestingly enough... I can't think of anything to write about. Future me: I hope you are doing well. :)

I am doing well. I am rekindling a love of this life and this earth. Like the plant. I got a plant after my shoulder surgery that was kind of homely and had no flowers but only weeds. We have been watering it since we've gotten it, but the other day I was doing my shoulder exercises and I looked over at that plant and it had bloomed, after 4 months of waiting! It's beautiful, because as I bloomed back into better health, that beautiful plant bloomed with me.

I worry about my dad when he leaves on trips for work. When he is out saving the day...  :)  

I haven't thought about mortality for awhile.. and it's been on my mind. I think I have been thinking about becuase I know that I need to live up the time that I have on this earth. Hopefully it is long.. but you never know.

"Who thinks about leavin when you are livin?"  

Well, I didn't mean for this to take such a depressing turn. Haha! My point is we should all live life to the fullest! Forever! :D

sincerely sierra

easter weekend

there is no time.

Listen to this playlist: sierrabear17's Playlist

:) giving up the gun

giving up the gun

vampire weekend

2+2=5

finishing the novel 1984 by george orwell...(whose real name is eric blair) has really peaked my interest in dystopian novels. even in 1948 when orwell wrote the book he had similar fears for the future as we do now. the future is unwritten, yes, but what happens when the past is too? are we all really trapped in our bodies? (our minds suffering to escape this trap.... fail)   maybe the fact that winston doesnt die in the end is more tragic then him actually dying. if he was dead his mind would be free.... if he could only defy big brother.  but he can't now. i really liked this novel... i give it a thumbs up ..especailly if you want a novel that makes you think really deep. next up.. animal farm :)  (well after this quarter ends anyway.)

{sincerely sierra}
----- well.. if that is even true anymore.

becuase with a name like Smuckers it has to be good

  lot of crazy/happy/sad things have gone on lately and I haven't had time to blog.

crazy things i have done:

• went to prom
• first blind date (which my dad said was double blind)
• got senior pictures
• talked to a random guy in a car going 50 mph.

happy things i have done:

• went to prom
• went to an intense soccer game
• bought expensive makeup
• met a couple beautiful boys
• practiced my violin a lot

sad things i have done:

• my orchestra didn't make it to state.
• seminary graduation?
• been frustrated with friends and got my feelings hurt.

                      So hopefully this list reminds me of the past week. I didn't mention stressful things I have done because that would have taken a year to write. two words. mister cullimore.    well, and other teachers as well.

   Another point to this blog is the question, what's in a name? Wondering I pondered on people with names. which is mostly everyone.
                 A name like Barry (my prom date). Is the fact that your name is Barry help you be so crazy and free-spirited?
            With a name like Megumie Gas. (Master Female Violinist from a competitive school) Is the reason you are probably going to be famous someday  is becuase your name is Megumie Gas?
                   What about me. Sierra ?   whats in that name? Am I suppossed to be an enviromentalist?

What is in a name like Sierra?

                         " Becuase with a name like Smuckers, it has to be good"

whosoever sows desire

i'm not a triple threat.

these days are long... the weeks too short.   I need more time but time needs to go faster. Every second would equal 4. and every 9 would equal 60. but every 4 would equal 7 really to the mind while every 9 would equal 75 while still euqaling 60. There we go.  Prime numbers would all be even and the odd's would all be medians. That's what I want for my birthday. Which is coming up soon by the way.You decide if the minutes are getting longer or shorter then tell me the answer.


I need to know this answer to get through the next couple of weeks.

choices

choices suck.. i never like them.
and know one ever chooses me on purpose.


exept the other day I won a free tv. that was pretty nice i must say :)

I started my new job. It was... fun I guess... :)

Inspired

I realized that we are all inspired the same.

The Music Box.



The Music Box Dancer... He has a lot of a happier take on something so beautiful... me.... no... as the girl spins round and round I realize she will see nothing else.... and the girl she dances for ....   never will know.... the love the music box dancer has for her... the girl will fall asleep.. with tears in her eyes..   and the music will run out. And slowly come to a stop.. it's last notes seconds away.........

i'm so heavy in your arms

I have never had allergies before.

I do now.




I want to go to prom. Is that so bad? Is that so much to ask for?