lets hear it for New York

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Just like the video i have gone to girls camp. which was really fun. i learned alot and made new beehive friends. i went zip lining, rock climbing and canoeing.    it was fun and give me a sunburn. I dont really know if there is any other news really. I'm heading to new york in two weeks which should be great.

sincerely sierra

sincerely sierra

question....  what is it that make me..me?

there are days that i cry. i think that i cry because i can't get some things out of my mind.
Death.
Life.
Love.
and...lack of love.

While we're young, lets breathe in each moment as we walk the road to what we become. Let us DREAM BIG, and love even bigger. while we're young.


i am at this huge turning point in my life. i think. what are these decisions? and why do i have to make these decisions through the loudest thunderstorm i have ever lived through. i can't here what is sincerely sierra anymore, only voices that tell me what is insincere... what is false... and what is reality. Reality is false lately... it's not a reality that belongs to me...it has to be someone else's ... because i shouldn't have to worry about death and love and life.  I shouldn't look at someone and wonder when they will take there last breath. That is not sincere.. that is not sierra.

So what is Sierra? Is it me that takes this thunderstorm and attempts to dance in the rain? Is it me that faces a choice head on without fear? Is it me that leans on the Lord Jesus Christ to get me through
this storm....    Is this me ? Or something to look forward to to become.  Become....    

Here I am with these Dreams.. with these fragments of thoughts... And I wonder.. will they ever become? and is it really up to me?   In just 2 months I will leave My town, My Community, My Ward, My Friends, My Home, My Family, My LIfe.     Everything I knew to be true.

And today... I ask.. What is sincerely sierra?

i decided that i want to do something fun at least once everyweek this summer.
here is a list that i have got going up.

• Tuachan's Little Mermaid
• Grand Canyon
• Sand Hollow
• Temple Trip
• Three Falls
• Movies

These ideas should keep me busy for awhile.

So kylah just left my house. It was kinda hard having her over becuase she kept bringing up my aunt teresa.
"Terri is up in heaven and she's not coming back! She's not coming back!"

"Sometimes grandmas go to heaven and they don't come back down."

Etc Etc

I miss my aunt teresa. every now and then i see something that reminds me of her... like a picture of falls leaves or watching my family play cards.

It's a good thing that i know that families are forever.

ps.   i am excited for my trip to up north this week!

sincerely sierra

a trek in zion

going to zion always relaxes me. we hiked emerald pools to the top pool. but next time we go we are going to do the overlook... which i am sorta scared about.

hiking and returning to nature just sorta brings me back down to earth.... and i love springdale too!.... but most of all i just love my friends. i am so blessed to have them and hopefully i will make similar ones at Utah State but we will see what happens. I am sure that I will.

I am reading The Secret Garden.  i really really love love love it! it's not at all what i expected! but i like it.
I really love how Mary Lennox looks sickly when she first arrives at the manor from India, but when she goes outside and runs around the wind "awakens her imagination by blowing the cobwebs away from her mind." and the wind "whips her cheeks so that they are now rosy instead of yellow."

I love that....

I just do.

sincerely sierra

material girl

2nd 10 hour shift done.... 2 more to go..

Maybe I can survive this. 

Nitro Circus from MTV are over at the lake and that adds some fun sportiness to my life. Dennis said that I should have a ranger take me down tomorrow to see some of the stunts.

Simply the only things that I have done so far this week is work.

I bought a new lunch box with spiderman on it

I bought TEEN VOGUE and enjoyed it

I want some BURBERRY sunglasses please

And  a picture of HER MORNING ELEGANCE music video by Oren Lavie.

i want one.

i am a material girl in a material world.

sincerely sierra