One Day the Whole World Looks Like an Open Page

This is me and my best friend Calee on Halloween.. I like our costumes! We were about to go on stage for our Halloween orchestra concert. which we hate. I want Calee to come to college with me, but she doesnt want to go where I want to go.
Speaking of college....Ah! Priority Deadline this Wednesday!! Ahhhh! I already got accepted to where I want to go.... but all the scholarships... ahhh ahhha ahhha hahahahaha!  I am just going crazy now! But today I realized that the world right now is just an open page... waiting for me to write my part. I can do whatever I want to do! DECIDING FOR MYSELF! YES! But it is so sososososo scary. So scary.

We put up our christmas tree yesterday. it looks so beautiful!!!!! I love the Christmas season. LOVE IT.
Here is a little writing about christmas season.

Believe Love
You look at me from across the room
The lights from the tree sparkle in your eyes
I smile
You smile.
I love you, but I don't think you know.
You love me, but you don't think I know.
I shift awkwardly and look away.,
And when I look up again you have to ornaments
They say Believe and the other Love
I smile
You smile

lovers in japan

I saw one of my old friends the other day. I looked at my shoes, hoping he wouldn't see me. You see we once loved eachother..   which means I should look at my shoes if we run into eachother.

So the other day me and my friend Andrea watched this movie called New York Minute. It is so funny. It might have been becuase we were in a crazy mood.. which I'm actually pretty sure that was the reason. Well anyway my friend Jenna just called me up and told me she found it on Net Flix and wanted me to watch it with her. She must of heard the story. Today I might need to ditch ALL the homework I have.. and go watch this with her.   HAHA. lol.  Yes.

Anyway my other friend Calee texted me about a song called Lovers in Japan by Coldplay. I really like it... all seven minutes of it. I like anything about Japan becuase I love Japan. Coldplay is brilliant.

Blogging?

I like this so far.
It has been alot fun. 1 becuase I love gilmore girls and now there is this nifty gilmore girl picture fun thing going on at the top of my page. (I just realized that in my gilmore girl picture fun thing that there are two random girls just smiling in there. I am embarrassed for them becuase everyone knows that they are not actually the real gilmore girls.)  2 becuase I love charlie mcdonnel and now his movies are just floating off to the side of my page.

This is great.

So now that I have seen Harry Potter twice (I am not a fanatic.. just someone who sees harry potter twice) i can officially say that I like this one.. but I sorta had higher hopes for it.
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving which is just great. An excuse for Americans to eat lots of food and tell eachother how much we love eachother.. since we need to designate a day for things like eating and thanking.
I like thanksgiving really.. its just humorous to me at 10 at night I guess. And I am thankful for everything. Really.

hope for high school

A little about me..
I go to high school.
I am a girl.
I am not a cheerleader.

Now you know everything... everything that matters in high school.
High School is a place where a bunch of moody wreckless teenagers are forced to spend there time. But since this year is me and my friends are seniors we are trying to change that. We are not wreckless.

One time my friend wrote a poem
We had to for our english class about the 5 senses here is the excerpt
High School is Hell
It smells like Hell
It looks like Hell
It taste like Hell
It sounds like Hell
It feels like Hell

High School is Hell

And after she sent this text message to me I realized what great doctrine this year. High School. A place to waste your time waiting for the future. Which will hopefully be better than high school. My friend is such a poet :)