One Day the Whole World Looks Like an Open Page

This is me and my best friend Calee on Halloween.. I like our costumes! We were about to go on stage for our Halloween orchestra concert. which we hate. I want Calee to come to college with me, but she doesnt want to go where I want to go.
Speaking of college....Ah! Priority Deadline this Wednesday!! Ahhhh! I already got accepted to where I want to go.... but all the scholarships... ahhh ahhha ahhha hahahahaha!  I am just going crazy now! But today I realized that the world right now is just an open page... waiting for me to write my part. I can do whatever I want to do! DECIDING FOR MYSELF! YES! But it is so sososososo scary. So scary.

We put up our christmas tree yesterday. it looks so beautiful!!!!! I love the Christmas season. LOVE IT.
Here is a little writing about christmas season.

Believe Love
You look at me from across the room
The lights from the tree sparkle in your eyes
I smile
You smile.
I love you, but I don't think you know.
You love me, but you don't think I know.
I shift awkwardly and look away.,
And when I look up again you have to ornaments
They say Believe and the other Love
I smile
You smile