lets stick together.
It's weird to me how sometimes I am sooooo scared for something, but when I am actually experiencing it, I stay calm and feel fine.
I hope that's how tomorrow's job i nterview goes; becuase I really want this job.
Today I saw an old friend. Nothing happened. So instead I bought a fish and named him Bernard. He is Beta
Bernard the Beta Fish
Sometimes I think I forget about the truly beautiful things that happen to me, everyday.
My little cousin Kylah called me and just wanted to talk.
...........Laughing with best friends.
Watching young love bloom into something more serious.
Me and my Dad looking at Bernard together in my room......
The Rain taking form of mist over a town that I love, a town that helped create who I am.
Spring Break is almost over. I think it has been one of the better breaks. In summer when I was little I was such an adventurer. Climbing, digging, falling. Dreaming. So innocent with the a new adventure waiting around every corner. Threre was nothing wrong in the world. Sometimes I wish that everything was still like that. I think I got a little taste of the young me this spring break. Seeing the lake with my family, watching movies again, and being outside. I always forget how much I love being outside.
I won't forget anymore.
there is a song I am playing on the violin and it says to play the song "Simply, with expression..."
Is that an oxymoron? Next time I do anything it's going to be simply with expression.
Even though there are a million things I want to change in my life... I am afraid that once I do I will want what I have back.
But everything good has a risk, doesn't it?
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