what is left

a pounding headache.

That is what is left over from the weekend

Let me tell you about it!
It was my birthday on Friday, and it turned out to be pretty good. I went to the hospital to visit my aunt teresa, then my dad took me to Best Buy and he bought me a macbook Pro for graduation which i love very much. Then after that I hung out with Shaynae and watched, Across the Universe and went to Larsens Frost Stop

On Saturday I went in to work at Sand Hollow at 12 and then proceeded to work until 10 pm. My first 10 hour shift. I came home to the fact that my Aunt Teresa was doing really well in regards to her having knee surgery. About an hour later my dad receive a phone call that tells us that my aunt went into Code Blue, but she was revived and sent to the ICU.

On Sunday I woke up with Kylah only to find out that my dad had left, becuase my Aunt Teresa had taken a turn for the worst. The Phone Rang. Me and my mom answered and I heard my Dad bawling for the first time as he said "She didn't make it."  From that point on I entered an alternate reality wear my emotions just stay at point zero. She died at 6 30 am May 22nd a Sunday. That day I spent with family, in complete remorse for the event that had taken place. Everyone is shock

On Monday I woke up with a different attitude and realized that if I didn't think of my Aunt Teresa I wouldn't be sad. Me and Shaynae took Kylah and Coral to the park and got pizza. It was so fun! we planned on doing it again sometime so I guess we will see what will happen. After that I went to Graduation Practice and then to Yearbook signing. I walked out of the high school for the last time as a student.

On Tuesday I woke up and started getting prepared for graduation. Me and my mom were leaving at 11 to take liana to lunch. It was a grim and happy lunch becuase we were both ready to graduate but Liana didn't want too really becuase of sorrow. We then proceeded to graduate. As I turned my tassel it seemed unreal, it was a moment I have been dreaming about for so many years and now it finally happened!  It was amazing. I got to wear gold ropes, nhs collar, utah scholar medal, my grannys candy lei. it was fun to graduate but it seemed unreal. After being with family I went home and got ready for gradnight. Gradnight was so much fun! I joined a synchronized swimming team and watched a bunch of classmates get hypnotized. AHHH! It was so much fun!  


And that brings me here. to Wednesday. AHHH. Ahhh. The viewing is tonight and the funeral is tomorrow. Lets see if I am ready to face whatever comes my way. Turning 18 and graduating brought on a lot of reality for me... literally. hopefully i can continue to find the strength in God to make it through trials. Becuase this year is definitely one of them.