No End

There was something really great that I realized today.... and then I forgot what it was. Figures.

These realizations are really quite profound sometimes. It has been really interesting lately. I mean, I think I saw one of my best friends for the last time.. in who knows how long. I also had my first fro. Really its like two circumstances happen at the same time that play my emotions in opposite directions. I guess this is where it all starts, where I have to start learning who I am and what I believe in. I can't be split forever.

This is my last weekend of my work at sand hollow, tomorrow will be my last sunday living at home.

Even though my life is so full of last, it is also chalk-full of firsts. The only issue is, is that I can't decide if it is the "lasts" that will make me who I am, but rather the "firsts".

Really, I believe that this whole life is a first...  there is no ends.