Girl With The Red Balloon

"She's in love, and she won't be again."
today I woke up and I felt alive again.
       I remember back in elementary school watching a silent film about a boy and a balloon. I love it when memories come back and relate to us now. How a memory captured in a photo can last forever. We have invented a way to hold on to people forever.  Meeting again the people you once loved, only to love them more than the last time. You really don't know how great something is until it is gone.
You'd think I would try and learn from their mistakes.
There is always something out there though that I never get to see, or touch. I want to feel but I am to scared. It's like the first time I ever wrote that short story that I later named SUCCESS. Then I thought I knew about success, i thought that I had learned. But I hadn't, and I won't.
I was with Kylah again yesterday. And what does she know of success?

I'm watching him sink.
I'm hearing the end.
This isn't fair,
I hope for change
And sometimes it comes
Fate, isn't the same for everyone
It's different.
But it's there, I believe
My heart races every time I hear
Every time.
It's like mystery,
it's like horror
Genre.
Genre.
Romance, no.
Action, no.
Comedy, no.
I trust strangers now
I trust them!
With his life
We don't talk about this
No talking
This is down
on the hush hush
We pretend
Talking,,
that would make it real
Reality.
My head turns
Cringing at the word.
Becuase,
Why do we have to do this?
No answers
Silence
No talking
Silence
Fake.
Give me anything!
I'm blessed,
No deal.

Well I'm so sad tonight, and the words won't come out right. It's been a long day on the track, and it's stamina that I lack. So won't you run to me tonight. Tonight let's not talk about next summer Cause I will only ever be a Middle Distance Runner.
Well my heart is beating hard and I'm off with a shot at the start. And my legs tremble from strain. And by the finish line I am drained. And won't you run to me tonight? Tonight let's not talk about next summer. Cause I will only ever be a Middle Distance Runner. Well I'm so proud tonight of the woman you've become. And I'm just to tired to fight. So my darling, i'll succomb. But you'll have to run to me tonight, tonight I will love you forever. But I will only ever be a middle distance runner

Really.
Tonight, I will love you forever.