Blue Fields

   There is something familiar about summer. Things I have been up to lately is writing a short novel, which I am really proud of, watching plays, working, shopping, and dreaming very often. My short novel is called "Those Who Paint the Sky Green". I named it off of a famous quote by Adolf Hitler that says "Those who paint the sky green and the fields blue ought to be sterilized." I feel like that quote puts much of Hitler's flaws into the light.  I went to Tuachan on a mommy-daughter date with Shaynae and Marvene and my Mom. We went and saw Hairspray which was AMAZING!!! Of course I have worked a lot, since my job is full time but I love my job, it allows me to meet a lot of new people while still staying close to my friends and family. The money isn't bad either since I am still planning on paying for all of college by myself. I go to St. George often just to hang out and shop.
   Most importantly there are dreams and music and writing. Which are definitely the best parts of summer.   My friends and I plan road trips and dream of our futures. I am reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower, which is a scandalous book but has some amazing points. A lot of time, when I am here and comfortable I do feel "infinite". I think that all of us do. It's something about the sun and words. When they mix everything seems beautiful.
   There is a bird on my cotton tree right now that is the most beautiful I have ever seen on that cotton tree. That's the magic of it, right there, every second of every day.
    And something else? My hair has been up in a bun of a sort that I made up. I missed having my hair up.. It makes me stop hiding and accepting myself for who I am. I will wear it up a lot more often I think now. At least until it grows out.
     My Dad just sang a song that says "OOOOO how I wish I could be sierra copeland!" and I said "It's actually pretty average." and my Dad said "I think you have a good life." and I said because it came so naturally "I do have a good life" and that makes us both smile.