sincere hatred of numbers that don't exist

what did you expect? i think it is funny how here in this library everyone sits facing the same way so you don't have to make eye contact to anyone. I just made eye contact with this random guy and it was awkward so I guess I understand. I just had to smile to myself because I was thinking about it.
I realized just like a second ago that the fact that I never have nothing to write about is because I haven't had anything really emotionally or creatively stirring happen to me lately. Emotionally I just feel rather numb, I can't believe I am saying this but I really hope to get back to the emotional me, where I actually feel! And I also can't wait until my violin gets up here, I will start playing music again and I might read a good creative books such as my favorite, The Secret Garden, or else try something new like Ballet Shoes.

i think that I am less emotionally stimulated here at college is because I always feel tired. I think the adventure of moving up here could be way more exciting if I wasn't so tired all of the time. Oh, and taking out the classes and the homework would be nice too.

On the topic of classes I really enjoy all of my classes except 2. Which by the way is a good chunk of all of my classes. The worst is Math 1050, I honestly don't know if I will even be able to pass that class. I don't know what is is but I really just don't get it at all. Speaking of I have a test for that class that starts in an hour. Sigh....I have nothing to do... right now. Because of this quiz I might try and study on Wiley.

Well anyway,, you can thank me later for that rambling session


Sincerely Sierra