Unfocused Emotion

Some things of note have changed me.

I realized that there has been so many fun things, beautiful things, here in Logan. I love to write and I want to write about what has happened to me.
A couple of nights ago some guys came over with a bunch of scooters. It was so random! I loved it! We rode all around campus and talked and tried to do tricks. I laughed and smiled and it felt so good! It's so Amazing how the good can outweigh the bad if you let it.
Last night me Erika and Jessica went on a walk and went "planking" on statues and tractors and all sorts of random things! We ended up at Erika's friend Caitlin's house and Caitlin and her friend Matt drove us to the "Top of the World" Matt told us how special we are to see this spot and how few people in Logan actually know about it. I could see the whole city. The air was cool and it actually had a taste! It was so sweet and it filled my lungs and my lungs filled my soul with the happiness that was in that air. It sounds pretty cheesy but that is how it really felt. Lawrell Cook told me that I will always miss my home, but I just have to find the things that I love here in Logan and focus on those.
Also, I realized how sweet tears can be. I cried today letting out unfocused emotion that was built up inside of me. The tears actually felt good on my face.
I love how here there is so much time! I can do anything my heart desires here.

And really, that's what life is about. Taking in the sweet things in every place you live. Missing you family, and praying for them every night. Meeting new people that are different. Going new places.. going dancing! And learning to be brave because this is how my life is and will be everyday. Making the decisions that will affect me forever and for eternity. And this is why, my life, here in Logan, is truly a happy one.