Decision

It's a word that haunts. It seems that in this life we are constantly in a process named Decision. Every day we decide simple things. Like when we will smile, or when we will speak. Every day we decide huge things, like what kind of person we will be, where we will go, and who we will see. Really, it's decision that writes our life story. That's why, when we meet decision face-to-face, we are afraid and intimidated. We would rather never see decision, we would rather that decision be simple, and always have our back turned  to it. But that is not how life works. Every now and then something makes us look over our shoulder, and it makes us look Decision right in the eye. We stare and stare, until we are forced to speak. To make that Decision worth something. That force, it will always be driving us whether we want it to or not.
And now, that force is forcing me to speak.
The problem is, is that I never know the right thing to say.